No Time

Since reaching 50,I told myself that I would live to be 90 and die of old age. I love life with a passion I didn't know I had,  I said; thank you God for the years you have blessed me . Speaking to him lately I have told him that if for some reason He decided to give me less years then what I wanted,,it was OK. As a young woman full of life,I never thought about reaching fifty,it seemed like a lifetime later,so I never worried. Then one day ,, here I was facing later and I saw something wonderful, yet scary at the same time,I was much older but happy to see my second generation,,scary because as I got older life was becoming a thin thread.I had to speak to myself now, or forever hold my peace.So I told myself,,you dream of a long life,who doesn't,,,but the truth is;that's  something God decides .Whatever his decisions are,,will be the best for me,so live one day at a time,as if the last,tell your children often how much you love them,and do the things you were afraid to do, make peace with those that hurt you and let it go.I even made peace with myself,,I forgave me for all the mistakes I had made and  finally I said;there's no time like today,just in case there is no tomorrow!