Perfect Timing

And I thought life was good . How much more could I ask for ?  Could  I dream some more? Was I allowed to want my share of  family memories ?How many questions had I asked myself for so long?I was beginning to be content with what God  had given me so far.I'd thanked God almost every day for  the small things & big things,,but,,,  I had missed out on childhood memories , teen years and almost a lifetime with my brothers & sisters, yet thank God,,, HE  gave me  joy allowing me to be near my family again. You  can say it took time to know them better, ,,really!! Have never regretted  a single moment with them.Yet in my heart I couldn't seem to feel totally part of them ,no matter how much time past. It was frustrating !!! I'm glad they never turned away from me,they were loyal as family should,and we learned to give & take, to love & respect.One day : don't know when,,,my heart said: you are them,,,,they are you !! give  myself the chance to belong,,, TODAY ,,I felt  something  wonderful ;  it was like God had rearranged  my entire life , I felt like we had never been apart. God gave  me an amazing present,,, in my heart I had a sense of belonging at last...... thank God  " HE LOVES ME SO MUCH ", He was never late , He had perfect timing ! !!!!!!!!!